In my earlier post I mentioned how my emotions had been heightened last night. Well, today wasn't much better. Only there was a significant difference...
Today I felt angry.
Not about anything in particular, just angry. Varying from a low simmer to a raging boil. From wanting to be left alone to wanting to put my fist through a wall. I didn't damage anything and just stuck with spending the day alone.
A don't know what I will be doing tomorrow night for New Year's Eve. I just hope that I can get whatever this is under better control before I do it.
My sister (by mutual consent) is having a housewarming which I am welcome to attend, only I am a couple thousand miles too far away to make it. I wish I could though.
I hope you all have something good planned and will not just be spending the night drinking alone.
*hugs* Missed you at the party. You would've been welcome. Tell me about the 4AM thing sometime, okay? I'll probably be home tomorrow night. Tomorrow afternoon I'll be at my parents' house doing laundry--you can call me there if you're up to talking. 744-0465, you know the area code.
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