I've had several things on my mind over the last month or two, many of which I was going to write about here. The problem is that they were weighing on me so heavily that I just kept thinking about and analyzing them until they were even less clear than when I started thinking about them.
This is a recurring theme in my life. And now with these in particular, things are so twisted around that I don't even have a starting point from which to write.
I don't know what I am going to do to work all this out, but I am going to try to prevent it in the future. I'm going to try not to over analyze things. If this means writing more short entries instead of working on it and then writing longer ones, so be it.
I am still going to try to avoid talking too much about work here. Also, so far I have avoided talking about politics here for various reasons.
Come to think about it, that may be part of the problem right there. Work and politics have been a large part of what has been weighing me down. Not everything, but a large part. I might rethink this and start posting about politics and work, but who knows. If I do, it is more likely that I will talk politics than work. There have been too many stories of people getting in trouble for posting ANYTHING work-related on the web.
I don't know how I'm going to do this, but I think I can figure it out. It just may take me a while. And a couple of tries.